I Don't Know What I'm Doing (And That's Probably Normal)
The messy reality of building something from scratch, and why that uncomfortable feeling of not knowing what you're doing might actually be progress.
All of my long-form thoughts on data, programming, indie hacking, solopreneurship, and more, collected in chronological order.
The messy reality of building something from scratch, and why that uncomfortable feeling of not knowing what you're doing might actually be progress.
Most people think of a blog as a finished product. You write it, publish it, and move on. I think of blogs more like seeds. If you just leave them buried, they sit unseen. If you nurture them, they ripple outward and grow into something much bigger.
When you’re frozen by too many choices, movement matters most. Any step forward beats standing still because stillness never gets you closer to where you want to be.
After a major life change fell through, I turned to solopreneurship as away to create more freedom and flexibility in my career. Taking time off gave me the space to focus, build momentum, and rediscover the creative side of being a technical founder. It was a reminder that with clarity and consistent effort, it’s possible to chart your own path.
I negotiated to work remotely from Europe instead of getting a raise, and for 10 months, everything was greenlit. With just two months to go, the company backed out—leaving my family’s plans, our home, and our dream move in sudden limbo.